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poems and lyrics
These are poems and songs that I have written as of late that I either find really good or I need
some feedback on. So, please e-mail me or something and tell me what you think of these writings. My e-mail link is at the bottom of this page. **Lyrics are written in blocks separated in "/"'s and poems are written in poem format.**


So Untrue
Looking to the sky/I remember looking into your eyes/And feeling like I could fly/You told me that you cared for me/But that we would never be/And I broke down and cried//I need the security of your love/Like you came down from above/I need you//I remember you standing there/With sunshine moving in your hair/And you said goodbye//I want to hold you and tell you it's alright/As I wish for you on this night/Don't leave me//You move away and say goodbye/As a tear falls from my eye/I'll miss you//You leave me in your car/And realize that you're not so far/From me//You came running back to me/Because you finally see/That it's love//I take you in my arms/To keep you from all harm/I love you//I want to be with you all my life/Now that we are together/I want to hold you for all time/Through sunny weather...

*This is one of the few times I have written about love, so let me know if it's good or not*
  Untitled *need help..e-mail me for ideas*
sitting outside, sunset still
wondering why, a sudden chill
the swirling colors
all so violent
yet so still
but i wonder still
a sudden chill
crashing,breaking,pounding
in my head
still i fear
a sudden dread
screaming, yelling, anger
trapped in my head
but still i wonder
a sudden dread
whirling, swirling, confusing
thoughts around me
a sight to see
loathing, hatred, darkness
encloses around me
nothing to see
confusion, stillness, darkness again
i am in
terrible stillness
silence once again

a sudden chill
a sudden dread
nothing to see
darkness again.....

*what do you think this poem is about? let me know*

happy ending
Walking down the fallen path/By dying trees and falling leaves/I look to the darkened sky/The sun red and scorched with flame/As the moon follows, blue/Stars floating with an empty passion/Through the day lit sky/Shadows envelope me/While I wish upon this night/Breath the hypnotic air/While walking to your end/Farther up this lonely path/Sits the edge of the world/You take a glance/Towards the bottomless hole/A bat flies from far below/From the depths of unknown/Spirits pass through me/And float down the fallen path/Towards the life I never knew/Down the road never taken/Only to end up here/At the edge of the world/Looking at chaos/Yet nothing seems to matter/As you step forward/And scream as you fall/
//CHORUS *Scream as you fall/When no one can hear you/No one will care/When you scream as you fall*//
/Grasping my life for a better day/Only to end up at the edge/Screaming as I fall/
//CHORUS//
/when you scream as you fall.../

Equanimity
The moon was a ghost floating through the sky,
A reflection of itself in my eyes.
The willow swayed with the lonely wind
The reminded me of a time when I was alone,
Not unlike this night.
The tombstones stared at me
With blank expression on their faces
Telling me of the dead.
Standing by this gate of iron,
I see fear and evil about me.
I step towards it,
But turn and run away.
Tripping on a tree root,
I fall and black out.
When awakened by a hand on my forehead,
I open my eyes to a lovely
Woman that knows my name.
I know her, but only because I had
Read her tombstone hours ago.
She touched my hand and disappeared,
Leaving me with the knowledge
That I am not alone.

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untitled *need ideas*
raindrops fall from an empty sky
walk outside and gaze upon
feelings you will never feel
objects you will never touch
and heights you will never reach
for to look upon these things
makes one realize
that no being, whether spiritual or physical
is able to touch the sky


untitled
I sought sanctuary from the rain, but the only peacefulness I found was within my own mind. But still I trudged on. Not knowing why, nor where I was going.


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